Barnaby Joyce says he clung to his job as scandal swirled โmore from spite than logicโ and has labelled parliamentary colleagues who recommended his pregnant mistress terminate her pregnancy as the โscum of the earthโ.
The former deputy prime minister has also admitted he knew it was inevitable he must step down but still contested a by-election months after he found out Vikki Campion was expecting.
Only history will be the judge of the strength of their relationship but โ despite pressure from some among those around Parliament โwho are supposed to be conservativesโ โ Ms Campion says the first sight of baby Sebastian Curtis Scott Joyce made the madhouse months leading up to the birth worthwhile.
โAs soon as a saw him and held him it was just thatโฆ everything was worth it for this,โ she said.
In a raw interview with Channel 7โs Sunday Night program Ms Campion said her pregnancy was a โmiracleโ after she had previously been told by doctors she would never have children.
The media and political frenzy around the former Deputy Prime Minister and his staffer-turned-partner was the toughest test possible for any relationship. It forced Ms Campion to give birth in secret in a bare hospital room with little support, she said.
Even family and friends were barred from sending flowers, lest the media be tipped the birth had occurred and descend in force.
โThe midwives were just incredible and they were super protective and they seemed to be the only people to me at that point who realised that there was an innocent little baby thatโs been caught up in this whole thing โ and they went above and beyond to keep everything closed and we managed to not let anyone know, managed to keep it quiet,โ she said.
Ms Campion apologised to Mr Joyceโs family โ who the former Nationals leader admitted had been badly hurt by the scandal โ but said โyou canโt help who you fall in love withโ.
It was clear from the interview that Mr Joyce is still holding grudges against many in Canberra, admitting he only held on to his position as Nationals leader and Deputy Prime Minister to defy the critics who wanted him gone, despite knowing he would inevitably have to resign.
โI knew that the day would come that I had to step down,โ he said.
โI suppose towards the end I was fighting more out of spite than logic, and just thinking Iโm not going to let these people beat us.โ
Despite this awareness of his situation, Mr Joyce still contested โ and won โ a New England by-election in December.
Mr Joyce again lashed Prime Minister Malcolm Turnbull, who delivered a public dressing down to his deputy in February, ahead of Mr Joyceโs decision to step down as Nationals leader and deputy prime minister.
โGenerally what happens in these things is you admonish someone privately and you support them publicly. Thatโs the golden rule and and you know this was all back to front,โ he said.
But Mr Joyce reserved his strongest criticism for the colleagues โ not named in the interview โ who tried to talk Ms Campion into terminating the pregnancy.
โPeople within the Parliament came to me they said, โyouโre pregnant and you have to get an abortionโ,โ Ms Campion said.
โI said, โItโs too late, it has a heartbeatโ and they said โIf you donโt, theyโre going to come after youโ and โฆ they did.โ
โThey did,โ Mr Joyce said. โThatโs the absolute scum of the earth people you involve yourself with.
โThere is something insidious and dark and horrible that happens inside that mad boarding school and their contribution to it is theyโre going to try and make an incredibly difficult situation almost unbearable, by saying to that woman โyou will do this if you want a career in this placeโ.โ
Ms Campion said she faced down an agonising decision, and nearly decided in favour of termination.
โI bought the medicine online,โ she said.
โYou canโt do it in the ACT. I drove interstate, I walked in and I walked out again.โ
While Mr Joyce admitted he stayed on at least partly to defy his critics, he said heโd always known the affair and Ms Campionโs pregnancy would force his eventual resignation.
This article originally appeared on PerthNow.